today was like super exhausted. i cried myself to sleep so technically my night's sleep was totally lost to an emotional drain. sad.. was totally stoned when i woke up. cant really recall what happened much in the morning. lols. physics lab was more bearable than usual dunno why either. art.. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. thank god that woman is going. GOOD RIDDANCE, here's one of the many students who wont miss you. hahah. english was kinda dull, half the class was sleeping. chem was pretty dumb especially since i dropped my phone TWICE. GRRRRRRR. must be less careless (some days i feel like a complete ditz when i promised debs it would only start at the end of our o lvls) had o lvl bio SPA. aacks. so DEAD. didnt exactly understand what the feck they were blabbering about so i tried my best to throw together a halfway-decent experiment. hahah. hoping for the best or at least the benefit of the doubt. X)
have you realised.. that the stuff you're most passionate about turns out to be what you like to use or remember distinctively? it's like.. this morning i had nick carter's 'help me' song stuck in my head and i could remember the song word for word, something i'm normally incapable of, especially with my studies. hahah. and another was from the time i LOVED madeleine. her catchphrase of 'pooh pooh'. lols. i used it too without realising it until now. i love reading and singing, hence it both came back to me clearly.
suddenly on a train of memories and i confess i do miss the old days. our childish innocence and the fun times we had gone through but at the same time, i'm glad to have moved on from my childhood bearings but that doesnt mean i'm in any rush to slip free from all of it, just some of it. i still want the gang to be US forever!!
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p.s. all these.. poems(?) are my own. i wrote them so dont COPY or STEAL!!
a cute pout.
Men are quick to appease.
A smile stifling at her lips.
Gifts galore can be found at her fingertips
but she desires
for only one man.
He, who is quick-witted,
strong and handsome.
Courageous, chivalrous
and compassionate.
She is dazzled by him.
Her love so pure
yet he is unaware of her affections.
O but she still tries.
what we could have been, 11:08 am.